Yeah, but you're cool with me, and I'm cool with her. So it trickles down. There are benefits to being Yang Xiao Long's husband.
Including cooties.
[She grins, a little relieved that he's not teasing her too much about the door. She supposes it does make his place a lot easier to spot in the hallway.]
[And she knows better than to give much encouragement or discouragement, it's always going to be a sensitive topic. ...Why is she even wondering in the first place?]
...A tiny version of you would probably be way too cute. I don't think I could handle it.
[She tips her head back, idly tipping her foot in and out of the water. She could talk about all the good times, but...he did say to be honest.]
It was...mixed, I guess. My mom left after I was born, so Ruby's mom was all I ever had. And when she was there, I remember being happy. She really loved us. Then, one day, she didn't come home from a mission, and things just...changed.
[She drops her foot back into the water and keeps it there.]
Dad didn't take it well. He shut down. So for a couple of years I was the one trying to keep things together, figuring out how to make meals, cleaning up around the house, looking after Ruby...things like that. Uncle Qrow helped sometimes, but... I don't know. It was tough. I was so busy trying to hold our family together I never really got the chance to sort out my own frustrations. Eventually Dad did come around and things got better. Ruby loved me, looked up to me, and that was a good feeling. And then we got our dog Zwei, and that definitely helped shake off all the bad stuff from before.
It happened back when I was really young, so...my memories aren't clear. And if there were any memories of my own mom, I gave them up to open the gate to Beacon, so they're just not there anymore.
Yeah, a lot of the habits still stuck, if you couldn't tell.
[She smiles, closing her eyes as she listens to the sound of his voice. She can't even began to imagine how lonely he must have been, or how scared.]
...I'm not sure if you were asking because you wanted to try and imagine what it would be like if things had been different for you. And you said not to pry, so I won't. But...if you wanted...I could probably rig something up with the holodecks over in Nova City, give you a taste of a day in the life on the island of Patch.
You're pretty adaptable. And with the right people around who would get it if you were having a tough time coping and had enough patience to work you through it, I mean...why not? There was something really natural and comforting having you around the day we cleaned up the house together, so it seems possible to me. Kinda...domestic. And fun.
[She chuckles.]
I don't know how to put it, really, I'm just glad I asked you to pitch in.
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Date: 2017-10-27 02:46 pm (UTC)[ He sounds equally amused, trailing off into a thoughtful hun.]
We'll be in Nova for sure. I still work here, after all. As far as what you'll get to see? Why don't you make a request?
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Date: 2017-10-27 02:48 pm (UTC)...Any request? What if I'd rather be surprised?
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Date: 2017-10-27 02:55 pm (UTC)... I can do that, in a few.
[ There's the sound of metal being dragged against the floor. ]
Still figuring out the best way to close this door.
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Date: 2017-10-27 02:59 pm (UTC)As for the door? No clue. Wasn't really thinking about the consequences when I punched it down. Aren't you the handyman?
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:02 pm (UTC)[ A lot of people don't, to be fair. ]
You warped that thing waaaaaay beyond what I can do with a hammer and a screwdriver. I'm not that handy.
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:17 pm (UTC)Kinda digging the nickname!
And, uh...Sorry?
[She's not THAT sorry about the reasons she punched the door down, but hearing the inconvenience does make her feel a little guilty.]
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:20 pm (UTC)... Actually it's definitely fun for me, but not that fun kind.
Don't worry about the door, I really don't care. It'll be someone else's problem soon anyway.
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:25 pm (UTC)Including cooties.
[She grins, a little relieved that he's not teasing her too much about the door. She supposes it does make his place a lot easier to spot in the hallway.]
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:35 pm (UTC)[She's quiet for a moment. Thoughtful. And carefully drawing a razor over her leg.]
...You think you'd ever have kids someday? For real.
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:37 pm (UTC)Never thought about it. Don't really want to, right now.
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:41 pm (UTC)[And she knows better than to give much encouragement or discouragement, it's always going to be a sensitive topic. ...Why is she even wondering in the first place?]
...A tiny version of you would probably be way too cute. I don't think I could handle it.
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:51 pm (UTC)You were probably an annoying kid.
[ DEFLECTION GO ]
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:52 pm (UTC)[This time she can actually detect the deflection, and rolls with it.]
Just rocking around in pigtails. I don't remember it, but apparently I wreaked a lot of havoc and bit the barber for my first haircut.
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Date: 2017-10-27 03:56 pm (UTC)[ He's trying to turn away from it, but there's a nagging question in the back of his head, now. ]
Can I ask you something? And when I do, don't ask why, or pry for more details, because I'm just... curious. Be honest.
What was it like, growing up?
[ with a family that actually cared, that is ]
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Date: 2017-10-27 04:06 pm (UTC)[She tips her head back, idly tipping her foot in and out of the water. She could talk about all the good times, but...he did say to be honest.]
It was...mixed, I guess. My mom left after I was born, so Ruby's mom was all I ever had. And when she was there, I remember being happy. She really loved us. Then, one day, she didn't come home from a mission, and things just...changed.
[She drops her foot back into the water and keeps it there.]
Dad didn't take it well. He shut down. So for a couple of years I was the one trying to keep things together, figuring out how to make meals, cleaning up around the house, looking after Ruby...things like that. Uncle Qrow helped sometimes, but... I don't know. It was tough. I was so busy trying to hold our family together I never really got the chance to sort out my own frustrations. Eventually Dad did come around and things got better. Ruby loved me, looked up to me, and that was a good feeling. And then we got our dog Zwei, and that definitely helped shake off all the bad stuff from before.
It happened back when I was really young, so...my memories aren't clear. And if there were any memories of my own mom, I gave them up to open the gate to Beacon, so they're just not there anymore.
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Date: 2017-10-27 04:58 pm (UTC)Well, that makes two of us who don't remember our mothers.
[ He had tried to ask, long ago. He learned quickly not to bother. ]
So you were basically mom and dad for a while. I could see that.
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Date: 2017-10-27 05:02 pm (UTC)[She smiles, closing her eyes as she listens to the sound of his voice. She can't even began to imagine how lonely he must have been, or how scared.]
...I'm not sure if you were asking because you wanted to try and imagine what it would be like if things had been different for you. And you said not to pry, so I won't. But...if you wanted...I could probably rig something up with the holodecks over in Nova City, give you a taste of a day in the life on the island of Patch.
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Date: 2017-10-27 05:14 pm (UTC)[ He's quiet for a moment - there's the sound of another door opening, followed shortly by wind. ]
But I guess I'm wondering if I'd even know how to exist in that kind of lifestyle.
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Date: 2017-10-27 05:20 pm (UTC)[She chuckles.]
I don't know how to put it, really, I'm just glad I asked you to pitch in.
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Date: 2017-10-27 05:29 pm (UTC)[ His tone is a little lighter, at least.
But there's still a pause. ]
I think I know how to put it, I'm just not sure if I should.
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Date: 2017-10-27 05:32 pm (UTC)[She assumes he's just going to tease her and make her growl.]
Maybe domestic isn't the right word...reliable? ... Something like that?
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